I am hollow
Yet I am so full
Full of desire
Desire to be
Desire to grow
Desire to become so much more than I already am
To do so much more than I already am doing
I am trapped
In a skin full of anxieties and regrets
Bubbling up to the surface
Drowning out the good
my motivation and drive
Crushed under the weight of my skin’s indifference
I am Trapped in a cage
Where I have the key
But no strength to put it in the lock
Hollow
“I have fire and stars in my veins oceans in my mind sparkling and shimmering reflecting the morning sun Inside of me are whole worlds But it takes time For me to reveal this side of me Pull me back Layer by layer and soon you will see The light streaming through the cracks The water streaming out to caress your feet Please be patient with me I am worth the effort The raveling and unraveling of my soul is a process and if you stay long enough You will see”— Fire & Stars
I honestly can’t deal with second hand embarrassment in tv shows and movies very well I’ll literally pause it, internally scream, and come back in ten years